yeah well I am noone. haha. If u are melting down, I have already melted down. I cant even make my ass get up in the morning to go to therapy. In a way its all useless shit to me. Dont let yourself get down to the point where I am. U will regret it.

rae, I am sorry you feel this way. Have you ever felt good enough that it made taking the meds worth it? Maybe you need to be re-evaluated by your pdoc and have your meds adjusted. I dont like taking meds either, but I know that without them I would be a mess. Maybe if you felt good, it would not seem like such an effort to take them. Please call your pdoc or therapist and talk to them about this. This is serious sweetie. You are on a collision course and you need their support. Hugs

(((hugs for rae)))))

Shelly is right and you need to reach out to the pdoc on this one.

That's too bad hun! I don't take meds so I am not really that much help to you there...but I did also find that when I was taking them, I had that same feeling. It felt like something in my guts knew it was wrong for me...but what works for me, isn't necessarily what's work for anyone else. U should probably see ur pdoc, I'm sure he's helped other like u and us before, you'll get through it! Good luck!

Oh yeah!!! And NO ONE is no one! EVERYONE is SOMEONE! No matter how bad you think you have it!

rae1, I'm sorry to hear you are feeling this way. If you aren't able to contact your pdoc because of the weekend, call a friend or a crisis line so you can talk about how you're feeling. Sharing our feelings with someone who really listens can make a world of difference.

Another thing you can do is pamper yourself; take a bubble bath, paint your nails purple, watch a House marathon. Spend time with your family playing a board game or card game with your family.

Find something to do to get through the blahs. Don't let the winter season give you cabin fever. Bundle up and go outside, even if it's just to stand on the porch and lift your face to the sun for a little while.

I've slept in the same clothes for days now, its rough being depressed. Here's a hug to you, hope you have a better day .

The med train can really run off track and due to lack of insurance I found myself in a really difficult place. I was lucky enough to find a DR. that put me on cheaper meds that have really helped my feel a lot more upbeat about life and better able to deal with some pretty major obstacles. Like you , I also have migraines and the pain alone from having them frequently can effect my moods.Meds for me has really leveled me out.

know exactly what you mean. i know it's hard even to make a phone call at times like this but try to reach out to your pdoc. thinking of you. good luck