I was diagnosed with Bipolar when I was a freshman in high school. I was put on zoloft, and have been on and off it since then. I haven't exactly had consistant health insurance. I just got insurance back, but I have to wait until the 9th of September to go see a new doc. And today has been one of the worst days, which is making the waiting so much worse! I have two kids, a daughter who's 4 1/2 starting kindergarten this year, and a son who's 9mo just starting to cruise the furniture. I try so hard every day for them because I'm currently unemployed, and I'm home with them everyday when my fiance is working. I recently went off from Zoloft again, maybe too soon/quickly? It never really made a difference. I'm so impatient for my dr appt on the 9th. It's a new doc, so I'm so unsure of so much. I do have to get something else, I swear this Zoloft is just a bunch of placebo's or something. I know that you have to work with the meds as well, and I've tried... but nothing. I've not made any progress. I'm at my wit's end, I need to find out more, more things I can do. Things to read or whatever. Something. Anything! My family is pretty much non-existant, and now my fiance is pulling away from me too. I worry for my kids, and what kind of childhood they will have with mommy messed up like this at times. I feel so helpless! Maybe there's something here that will help me through days like this? I hope so!
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