This last fall i was diagnosed with BP. I can't accepct the fact that... I feel that I have failed in my life. I am a very strong willed person and this is very hard for me. First I was given depacote by my md. then Phyc md up's the dose. I lost my memory and my spirit. Phyo DR say me and took me off that day Two week later I start limitcal. I am now two weeks into 200 mgs a night. Jan 3 see Phy md and he gives me Zyprexa. I didn't really pay attention to what he was giving me I thought is was something to help me sleep better as Rozerem isn't working. I got home and researched the drug and found out it is an antisychotic(sp?). I called him on monday and received no response so I'm not taking it till I get an explaination. My Q to all is two fold am I being difficult to treatment and is anyone out therer taking Lamitcal and zyprexa as their only form of treat ment? what should I expect. I see the DR this friday and want to go in informed.
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