Bipolar Disorder Support Group

Bipolar disorder is not just a single disorder, but a category of mood disorders marked by periods of abnormally high energy and euphoria, often accompanied by bouts of clinical depression. This is the place to talk about your experience with bipolar disorder, learn from others' experiences, and find support.

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Hi everyone.
Part of me doesnt want to post this because I feel like I am a pain to everyone (see journal) but I am desperate to talk to someone. I feel like such a freak for asking for help but I've got to or I'm just gonna end up doing something messed up to myself and thats not gonna get me anywhere other than hospital and I could do without that tonight. Sorry to be a pain everyone. I hate this depression so much.
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Hey girlfriend, I am so glad you shared your feelings with us. You are not alone in this, we are here for you. Just keep your fingers dancing on those keys and hopefully this will pass. XO
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oh I am so sorry to hear that you are feeling so bad. Hospital is never somewhere to look forward to but it does not always have to be the most negative thing. Sometimes when you feel so bad it can help to level you again. However, you obviously don't want or need that. Depression is so painful and seems like it will never end. I wish I could make it go quicker for you and that you get some relief. You are not a pain to everyone at all...you just need the support and that is what we are here for....xx
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Okay first of all if you are seriously thinking of doing something to yourself,please do go to the hosp.
Overweight does not mean you will never find someone, I have three times, and I was the one who walked away every time.
As far as the anger etc many times I have bit my tongue till it almost bled to stop from saying stuff I knew would hurt or drive someone away. Or just go to the washroom till the urge to say it goes.
We can and have to deal with this crap till they come up with a way to help. See your dr and get your meds checked what ever it takes to make it thru. Hugs and love to you.
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I just read your journal, and I really think you need to go to the closest hospital where you can get the help you need. Please!!!
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Hi, Just wanted to let you know, that you're not alone. I'm also experiencing a very bad depression currently. I've talked to my doctor and he just added another med. If you ever need to talk let me know I'm a good listener! Stay safe and remember you'll get throug this, we all do.
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thanks guys its good to feel supported i really appreciate it. artsdolly, part of me wants to go to the hospital but its 1am UK time and our front door is so loud I cant sneak out. I'm so scared. I dont know what to do...will just have to ride it out I guess.
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hello I know how your feeling, , maybe we can help each other cause babe I,m feeling the same. thank you , you said just how I,m feeling. needed that.
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