I have been thinking about going away for a month. no kids no boy friend no one. i need space.. my husband died over a year ago and i have functioning until recently. all i want to do is leave and forget everything. i need to heal and do my own healing. i need a break because i feel myself slipping back into a depression and i dont want to kill myself or harm myself. i feel trapped and scared. i feel my responsibilities are too much for me and there is no way out. my meds help but i still feel this way.... anyways thanks for listening
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