O.k. so i've been trying to open up to my mom lately. A weakness and vunerability that i often do not have. I sent her an e-mail telling her more about this support group. she keeps telling me she's been really worried about me lately. so...i told her that she could sign up and learn how to better understand me and that in return would help me a lot. I told her that she could read my daily journals to really see what is going on in my mind and then could really understand more. I haven't gotten her response back yet, but i'm very worried that she will push it aside, at the same time relieved that she won't know everything because i think that would cause her to worry more. Still, i can't help but getting excited to think that this may actually be the thing that i need for someone close to me to understand. What do you think?
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