Hey guys.. I am starting to get sleepy but I am scared to go to sleep I am worried my dreams will be terrible and haunt me or be better than my real life and haunt me. And if I can't I will just stay up killing myself over the shit I have done. I need tommorrow to be a better day. I need to be strong and right now I don't feel that way. Could you guys give me hugs? I wish I had some one to cuddle with! I miss cuddling. I wish I could just rent a guy just for cuddling. He comes to my place for around 7pm we cuddle on the coach watch tv. Go to bed wake up he's there kiss him and go to work. Then his shift is done!
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