Hi All, I need suggestions for attending a BBQ this weekend. I am expected to go per hubby and I don't wanna go. I just feel like everyone is trying to hurt me. I don't know if this is related to my PTSD or my Bp but its their and its strong. I don't know why I can't shake these thoughts, I've had them for years and years and years and I have been making up excuses for participating in events and social situations for as long as I remember. Now, since I've finally admitted what's going hubby is coaxing me to go with him regularly. Can you guys give me some suggestions as to how to make myself go and be sociable and polite? I have extra meds, and will probably take them to go. Other than that any suggestions?
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