I did.....she went out tonight and well they all went to eat at 9 and then when I called at 11:30 didn't get an answer I got in the truck and went looking for her and found her, they were still sitting there just talking, why in the hell couldn't I just stay home.......she started the support group tonight even after our fight and then I just went and did that.......she handed me back my ceel phone that she was using and I can't do it anymore....I don't want to kill myself or anything....I just want to be normal, I am so sick of this, I have done this with everyone I have been with....I can't take anymore. I couldn't just leave it alone and trust her, I had to drive over there, and then i wouldn't leave even when asked to do so....how stupid is that, so why in the hell can i see it's stupid now but I couldn't before I did it.....THIS SHIT SUCKS
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