I am in the lowest of the low, took three Xanex today, probably going to loose my job, still so stresed out I can't stand it. Everyone i know hates me including my familly, I have no friends, I have never felt so alone. Oh dear God i can't take this anymore. I want to be strong and be here to help others, just don't know how long I can keep going on like this. I can't stop crying, I know there is a God and that he loves and cares for me. So why doesn't he help me when i need him the most.
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