If you read my previous posting on infidelity, then you know that I recently had an affair during my manic phase. My relationship is completely broken and my gf no longer trusts me. Everytime i attempt to explain things (through showing her my blogs/journals/writing her emails or talking) i feel like it just angers her some more. yet, she keeps asking me questions about the affair. she then gets really upset with me. She wants inside my head, but everytime I share she gets really mad. She reminds me over and over and over again about how I fucked up and how much it hurts her. I am to my wits end - but I really really want to work things out and be with her and show her how sorry i really am. I just dont know how to do that between the (deserved) insults and mean comments intended to make me feel bad for my mistake. what do i do? I am medicated, yet encounters like this make me cycle. I really love her and try to be nice and gentle but it seems to not be enough. What do i do??!@?!?!? I am desperate....
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