I've read a lot on here about many people with BP that have trouble keeping down jobs. I haven't worked in a while and I was recently offered a sales position with a local fitness center and I am not sure whether to take the job or not. I am highly stressed just thinking about it. First thing I should mention is I HATE sales, lol. And this guy, essentially my new boss, is a hustler. And he wants me to be a hustler just like him. He said he sees a lot of potential in me. But really I am so scared I just want to crawl under a rock and hide. I can't concentrate, I can't focus, and I called him to tell him I wouldn't be taking the job because the schedule wasn't working for me and he told me that he wanted to sit down with me and see about a different schedule. He really wants me to work there but he wants someone that is going to make this their career. This is not even close to what I want to do for the rest of my life. What the hell should I do?!?!?
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i made this account because i hope this reaches someone who can understand. I feel immense shame and guilt over my past behavior while manic. I have ruined relationships with friends and family members, gotten tattoos that i dont want, done things that make me cringe. The weight of the self hatred gets to be too much sometimes. I feel like a burden. Nobody understands. I hate myself today.
Our great friend OlderC could really use some love and support right now... She's hit a rough patchBig squishy hug Kat... I hope that you start to feel better really soon.... xo