I have a huge trigger and she is back. Yes she is a person. There is a girl that lives below me. She is a really sweet girl. I liked her a lot. In many ways. But she is a crack addict and a meth addict. I would never do those drugs. I stay away from her when she is going through one of her drug binges. She left to go to rehab for a long time, about a month, and now she is back and I am worried that I am going to get pulled right into her crazy roller coaster life again. I don't think that I have the strength yet to be blunt and tell her that I can't do it anymore. Everytime I was around her something crazy would happen, something bad would happen. I just don't think that I can deal. I get super manic around her and the world just feels like it revolves around her. Its crazy.
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