Bipolar Disorder Support Group
Bipolar disorder is not just a single disorder, but a category of mood disorders marked by periods of abnormally high energy and euphoria, often accompanied by bouts of clinical depression. This is the place to talk about your experience with bipolar disorder, learn from others' experiences, and find support.

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I want some feeback on when your mind races to thoughts that aren't good.. Such as I wanna kill myself..and now it even goes through my mind that i wanna kill someone. Also I keep wanting to just run away again I'm 39 so its not a teen runaway..just a leave for some reason. I have no plan for suicide, nor do I know who I would even want to kill. This just worries me. Any advice appreciated
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So I removed the drugs on my table because I knew that for me to kill myself, it would happen on a spur of the moment decision while I was really low.
I think for me the best thing was to remove temptation. I know when you're reallllllly low it's hard to motivate yourself but if you can get out of the house for a walk, go to the shops, see a friend or ANYTHING. A walk is good if you can get yourself to do that. I rely on my partner alot to get me moving and away form these thoughts.
If you are suicidal or homocidal, I'd hope you could go to the hospital or at least get a hold of your Dr.
I could suggest going for a walk, taking a shower, watching a movie...which might get you through for a bit. But, ultimately, get medical help. Glad you are reaching out.
My pdoc started me on Zyprexa and it is helping. I keep hearing about weight gain with this drug but I'm going to do what I can to prevent that.
If you have a pdoc I would call them.
Lately I've been thinking more and more about taking off...my anxiety is building cuz I know I'm going to have to go back to work sometime soon and I just don't think I can.
Can you have someone hold your meds and just dole them out as you need them? Just incase?
Please let us know how you're doing.
My pdoc tells me its part of the bp.....says Ill probably always have these experiences.
I ofen feel like running away too,and Im 40.Again,part of the hypomania.
By all means if you feel serious about taking your thoughts to the next step, call 911, go to ER or call crisis hotline etc ...
Good question, keep us posted with what you find.