It's been four days and the thoughts in my head wont stop; family problems, personal problems, imaginary ones. Three times I've relapsed and I feel I'm spiraling there again. The past three months have been a waste of life, I've just let the days past by me. I never thought this would be my life. My mind is cruel and it play tricks on me, it operates on contradictions. I want so bad to be high, to calm everything else. My mind is tumultuous and yet I feel so lonely, so much so that I'm willing to do anything for it. Can somebody just please talk to me.
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