I just wanted to share this ..because i want to know if i am tottally insane or what ?!!? I had many triggers over the past month ..i have either been crying or angry and screaming at everyone..Not one day went by that i didnt feel i wasent drowning.My anxiety was so high ..i wouldent speak because i was afraid something would set me off..I even had a day of punching my own face to stop the pain(i dont cut or anything)but it seened like the only way at the time unfortunately.Now dureing these episodes i would think and almost fantisise about the easiest way to die .would it be hanging ..sliced wrists ..pills . Of course i will never do the things i thought about..i just found myself thinking so much it started to sound appealing to me ...So has this happened to any of you? Thanks for reading ..:)
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