My fiancé, whom I live with, is a doctor. We are both well known in the community we live in. He is going through a manic phase and is currently in a bar downtown dancing his ass off, balancing a beer cup on his head. I'm tired. I want to go home. I'm sitting in the car waiting for him to come out. He can't drive home. He knows I'm out here and doesn't care, I'd say. He will stay up all night, most likely. Keeping me up. Alternately behaving with love and cruelty. I have an anxious attachment style, am an empath... and this is a struggle. I'm embarrassed by his behavior right now. I went in twice to try to get him out but he isn't having it. His choices... I'm sad. I'm afraid. I'm disappointed. I'm shook. And I don't like sitting out in my car waiting for - what? The place to close? Him to stroll out at some point? Some of the people inside are laughing at him. To be so damn smart, he doesn't get it. I just want to be home. I need some normalcy and peace. But I love him.
HiI jsut wanted to say HAPPY SUNDAY and I hope everyone is doing well. Thinking about you. Whatever is going on. Wherever you are.Happy or sad Please remember thatYou aren't aloneWe are here Fighting back!!!Living!!!Propeling onward with youYes, you!!!
I know I may be over the top with these check-ins.... I like to hear how others are doing so we can check in with one another.how is everyone doing?I started a new med today and I am soooo sensitive. Instantly feel effects. So though I want to go out I have been staying in doing laundry and cooking. The sun is shining but air is crisp. think I'll watch some movies and stay under a...