Bipolar Disorder Support Group
Bipolar disorder is not just a single disorder, but a category of mood disorders marked by periods of abnormally high energy and euphoria, often accompanied by bouts of clinical depression. This is the place to talk about your experience with bipolar disorder, learn from others' experiences, and find support.

deleted_user
I seen the PDoc and she talked to me for over a hour and between her and my therapist I am not BP2 I am BP1. Due to my patranoid feelings I have that I am in danger I usually don't tell many people about that but sometimes I get this feeling that I am in danger. Like someone is going to get in my apt after me.

deleted_user
Congratulations on talking about it more. I have a problem with that myself, I often don't tell them very much about the paranoia, anger fits, tearing up kitchen cabinets, voices, etc. I need to. I'm beginning to understand, by listening to feedback from my family, that I need more medicine, and I need to be more honest with my pdoc. It's just that we are planning to move real soon, and this would be a bad time to try and make a doc appt.

tommymott
It's good to open up to the professionals we rely on. It's good for them and double good for us. I think there's a fine line between being concerned for our safety and being paranoid. Do what you can to make your place safe and that should help. I've always said that us OCD people are the safest around what with checking that doors and windows are locked and the burners are off on the stove!

deleted_user
telling people I feel scared to be in my own home sometimes. I feel terrible that I feel that way sometimes

tommymott
I understand that and it's something you can work on. I remember being manic and paranoid and being afraid to be anywhere! I'm glad that's just a memory and I hope you can make it a memory too!
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