Now that I have gotten this whole bipolar pattern down and have figured out when I have been manic, depressed, and then stable I have realized something. I AM NOT COOL ANYMORE!!! LOL. I am just so normal that its not even funny. I do not get those awesome feelings inside that raised my confidence extremely high, I dont have flights of ideas, I cant come up with things to write, My personality is like suzy homemaker, and I hate the taste of alcohol when I was a party girl, and I have quit smoking cuz i'm afraid of dying. Have any of you gone through this. I feel since I am stable I have changed into a different person and i'm no longed an interesting person. I should go and knit some sqweaters or something cuz thats as cool as i'm gonna get right now lol
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