About 6 years ago I decided to break up with my girlfriend of 2 years. Everything was going well when I decided to go to the hospital address my issues and call it off. I've never been the same. I have dreams about her and the pain still wont go away. I haven't been able to be in a good relationship ever since. I'm jealous that she might be doing better than I am, but I just don't know. I don't dare to ask her or bother her, because at this point it's just wrong to. I feel so lonely and bored all the time, especially when I wake up having a dream that she's still in my life. It's very traumatizing. All I do these days is sit at home on DS, smoking cigarettes and drinking coffee. I go to work at 5 and I start school after Christmas. I though I was getting accepted into a major University, but I haven't received an acceptance letter yet. I'm getting depressed. I don't know what to do.
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