I'm in a weird frame of mind, going on two days of no sleep, out of two of my meds, and worried I'm losing my mind for real this time due to all the delusions...this fcked up psychosis. Forgive me if I seem a little...out there. I'm trying. I probably shouldn't even be posting, but if I have to sit here the rest of the night without something to do, read, whatever, I'll flip the fck out. I'm sure of it.
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theatre and I are there already. I'm having a very berry tea with crackers, cheese and cherry tomatoes and she's having a joint with some beer and we're both on really comfy recliners on thick pile carpet. we need some help with the decor if anyone is around??