I'm noticing more and more that every time I go back to working I alway start off working pt. before you know it i'm working full time thinking i can handle it! And for about three months or so i do manage it but something always tips me off that balanced scale! Either something someone say's at work toward me in what i percieve a demeaning way of talking to me. Or stressors in my personal life with ex's and consern about my children welfair living with them!!!!! Believe me there are alot of those!!!!!!!!!! so before i know it i'm a no-call no show for work or i'm calling in because i thought of going into work just sends me into a complet panic attact and i cant bring myself to go in and work~! and its not just work i cant deal with at that point its everything! its paying bills in anyway over the phone, in person or even on the internet! its talking to family and friendsI know they care but i juat want to isolate! is it just me does anyone else have theys problems???????
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