i just moved out of my ex's house and he promised he would not date for a while and that he still loved me and gave me the old "it's not you it's me " excuse. well, come to find out, he had a girlfriend while i was still living there. i am sick with anger, jealousy hurt..etc. i am so lonely and hurt . i had to move away from my friends and cats and in w/mom for a while. while he is thriving, happy and forgotten about me and with the woman who is obviously better than me , i am still huritng like hell and in pain. this sucks so bad and i wish i could stop crying. i am so loenly and have no idea how to meet and make new friends. i don't go to bars or clubs and most of my friends are his friends to . i am so hurt and alone. i thought i would be fine, but the pain has finally set in and won't stop. any suggestions?
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