Since I have been so unstable for so long it has come to my realization that it would be in my best interests to move back in with my parents and go on disability. I talked to my mom about this tonight and she told me there was a catch. I asked her what the catch was and she said I couldn't bring my dog. I have had my dog for 9 wonderful years. He is the love of my life. I can't imagine areason for living besides him. He is the reason I get out of bed every morning. He makes me laugh when I am down. He is truly my best friend. My mom said she didn't want to have the mess of another dog living in her house. What am I supposed to do? I can't give up my dog. I would die without him. It would absolutely crush my sould and ruin my purpose for living. Without him I would be lost without him. I understand where she is coming from. But I don't think she understands where I am coming from. I don't feel like I could live without him. So do I stay where I am at the risk of becomming homeless just to keep him? Or do I find a new home for him. Noone is going to want a 9 year old German Shepard. He only has a few years left and I would like to be there for him. I can't even believe I am contemplating giving him up. It would absolutely kill me. My mom told me I needed to talk to my dad about it. I have offered to clean everyday and pick up after him on a daily basis. I am not one for cleaning. What do I do? What do I do? What do I do?
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