My bf told me before I act on a thought of suicide, a thought of harming someone else or before I admit myself in the hospital. To call her and she would be there.

Last night I had a melt down.For the first time in a very long time...I was tired of doing this thing called BP.And I was feeling like I just wanted to eat my whole bottle of pills.
I called the BF.He came right over.We went for a drive under the cresent moon.As we were driving ,I was telling him,I wished he had known me when i was a hypo fun manic.Instead of a burdensome depressive.
He said

"Well,that's the thing with LOVE...there's always a catch"

Maybe it dosn't sound so wonderfull or sweet now...but the tone of his voice,the touch of his hand....said everything to me.

Dancing, you have a lovely boyfriend! Sorry you're depressed, but I'm sure that cheered you up.

husband told me that he knew he was going to marry me on our first date. he had this "vision" of flashes from varying times of our lives: wedding, kids, growing old. he didn't ever tell me about his "vision" until after we were engaged..didn't want to scare me away :)

I was having very bad heart problems at work and while we were waiting for the ambulance to get there, my boss held my hand the whole time and made me look me in his eyes while he promised that he would not let anything bad happen to me. He stayed at the hospital with me with me for 2 days while they figured out exactly what was wrong and what happened despite him having his own family. To this day, he still looks after me the same way and is always just a phone call away and we dont even work togethere anymore.

Its a long story but I am tired so I will make it short.

An off duty Police man saw me crying my eyes out when I was 18 and pregnant and my babys dad was pretty much cheating. I was driving down the road ballin... He flashed his badge and I pulled over. He was in his own personal car with his 2 year old son in the backseat.

He refused to let me drive home (less then a mile) until I had calmed down enough. I ended up going to the store with him and while there he talked to me about my problems. He bought me a teddy bear (I still have 15 years later) and wrote his name and phone number on it. He dropped me off at the car and said....

"No matter what you may think or how you may feel there is always at least one person out there in the world that cares" He gave me the bear and told me that in the end things would work out.

I never did call but spent many a nite holding that bear when I was suicidal. Some where some one cares...

I had someone I have always respected ever so gently touch my chin and pull it towards him so that I would look into his eyes. I had been averting my eyes because I was feeling down and embarressed for not being more. This one gesture from one caring human being rocked me to the bottom of my soul. Boy! One person CAN make a difference!

I love you daddy... (from my son out of nowhere)

I'm not sure what can touch that one in my life.

The most personal loving thing was when he said "I want you to love me".

mine is when my bf told me i will be there for you no matter what......i wont let you down

"We just have to keep walking together, and hope that the ground will always be there to break our falls, and if it isn't we'll always be there to catch one another." - My bestie L.

When I had a miscarriage yrs ago a woman at work told me that she was sorry for my loss. No one else even said anything to me. It still means a lot to me today.

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When some nurses voted to keep me from being hospitalised.I read the form and I cried cos I was suicidal yet they wanted to just help me.They came by a lot more to check on me.

When my daughter wrote me a list of 25 things she loved about me. Better than gold. Will keep that forever.