I was always a morning person before Geodon. I would get up at 5:00 to 5:30 a.m. even on weekends and have more done by 8:00 a.m. than most people get done all day. Now it takes everything I've got to get out of bed, and then all I want to do is go back to bed. This lasts until about 10:00 a.m. I am so tired of these "hangovers." I want my mornings back! This is not me! Geodon works so well on my obsessive thoughts and anxiety, helps me focus during the day (after I finally wake up completely). All this makes me want to quit on the Geodon. I did that about six weeks ago for one week, but it was so obvious that I needed the Geodon I went back on it. I just keep telling myself that maybe this will work itself out, but I miss the old me. I am terrified of asking for a med change, at least this is the devil I know... I am so behind with everything now. Anyway, this is just a vent because I am so frustrated...
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