i want to apolagize to you all for freaking you out last night....i had a really bad night. i just dont know how much more i can take of the ups and downs of this disorder. I am ok (still here) but still very depresses. I didnt sleep well at all and dont feel even now like i could sleep. my goal for today is simple...just to be with my husband and kids. its the time i am alone that gets me. I figure if i can just make it through the weekend maybe i will be ok but i dont know because i feel so far from ok. anyways i am really sorry i scaired you all so much please keep me in your thoughts as i am scairing me a whole lot too.
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