Bipolar Disorder Support Group
Bipolar disorder is not just a single disorder, but a category of mood disorders marked by periods of abnormally high energy and euphoria, often accompanied by bouts of clinical depression. This is the place to talk about your experience with bipolar disorder, learn from others' experiences, and find support.
Do you ever watch little kids play? They are just irrepressible, they squiggle and they laugh and they run around like nuts, and they DON'T CARE who's watching, in fact, they PREFER that you are watching!
So, WHY do we, as adults, feel the need to be constantly in reserve?
LAUGH too loud, SING in public, SQUIGGLE, RUN AROUND like a NUT, and for heaven's sake, REMEMBER that we only get ONE SHOT at this life!
Now LIVE IT!
So, WHY do we, as adults, feel the need to be constantly in reserve?
LAUGH too loud, SING in public, SQUIGGLE, RUN AROUND like a NUT, and for heaven's sake, REMEMBER that we only get ONE SHOT at this life!
Now LIVE IT!
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theatre and I are there already. I'm having a very berry tea with crackers, cheese and cherry tomatoes and she's having a joint with some beer and we're both on really comfy recliners on thick pile carpet. we need some help with the decor if anyone is around??
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I'm trying to exercise daily. I was doing fairly well until I sprained my ankle 2 weeks ago but now I'm getting back on the horse. Today I walked over a mile with my arm weights that are about 22lbs total. I was out of shape and it was hard on my arms. I also did my 30 situps. I'm also going to drink a lot of water and try to eat healthy. I do tend to have a sweet tooth but I'm cutting...
I got some very strange looks, tittering ensued....but why? I was just happy!
Na na nana na!
*stomps feet on ground and huffs off*
Well, tell ya what, I'm more willing to do it now that I have a little one - good excuse!!
Honestly - being serious here - hehem...I think part of what keeps me back now is my weight. A woman acting silly is one thing. A fat lady movin' around like that isn't pretty!!! And, know what? I think I have more difficulty with what it looks like than most! Self-esteem issues suck!
Wait, this is a fun post...
La la la, whoopdee frickin' Dah!!!!
With that being said, I lose tend to break off the "reserve" lever when I'm manic. LoL. Some days I'm super quiet and reserved, lost in my own head. Other days I'm the life of the party, and do funny shit just to make other people laugh.
When I'm happy I want other people happy around me. When I'm down, I get paranoid when I hear laughter from anyone, I hate to see people smile (I start thinking they know how I feel or that I'm crazy and they're amused by it), and I don't want to hear about other peoples freakin perfect lives/ boyfriends/ kids/ job/ etc.
Sorry. (Takes a deep breath) Better :l