I am somewhat elated and feel like life is grand. But there is that small place in my mind that just keeps saying such negative things. Sometimes I am happy other times depressed and I would do anything to just be in the gray area in the middle for a while. I can still go to work, I still do my homework for school so it is not incapacitating. However, the feelings I have just suck....there is no other word for it. I hate the ups and downs of the roller coaster called my brain. I hate taking my medication and yet I am afraid to skip it ever again after this last episode. So, I guess I just needed to ramble for a moment and tell each of you how wonderful I think you all are and I feel so fortunate to have somewhere I can come to and everyone understands. I just want to thank everyone of you for being a part of DS. Thanks for your good times and your bad times because they are so similar to mine and they help me to see I am not alone. :)
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