Bipolar Disorder Support Group
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This is probably a really bad timing, since there is a few rants on the board, but I just have to get this out!
I have a horrible obsession... being the best. Being good is never good enough for me. I'm so scared to disappoint. I need to hear reassurance, and then I feel guilty for being proud of myself. I hate this alot.
Exs... my best friend has been taking me to my training, he owes me a favor, and he's my ex... of course, this has caused stress with Paul, cause he doesn't know him... but yet, he's my best friend.
Also... my other ex has called me many times... needing a friend... god... I don't know what to do.
And... migraines.... had one very badly today, and was walking to the store to get excedrin... and forgot my keys, so I had to walk across town to get my roommate's... then I picked up my check from Subway... and they said I never turned my uniform in. I did of course...
Ehhhhhh.... I'm so frustrated, I can't seem to win ever... at least I know Paul loves me, but he doesn't want help in dealing with issues, and I have a great job... god damn.
I have a horrible obsession... being the best. Being good is never good enough for me. I'm so scared to disappoint. I need to hear reassurance, and then I feel guilty for being proud of myself. I hate this alot.
Exs... my best friend has been taking me to my training, he owes me a favor, and he's my ex... of course, this has caused stress with Paul, cause he doesn't know him... but yet, he's my best friend.
Also... my other ex has called me many times... needing a friend... god... I don't know what to do.
And... migraines.... had one very badly today, and was walking to the store to get excedrin... and forgot my keys, so I had to walk across town to get my roommate's... then I picked up my check from Subway... and they said I never turned my uniform in. I did of course...
Ehhhhhh.... I'm so frustrated, I can't seem to win ever... at least I know Paul loves me, but he doesn't want help in dealing with issues, and I have a great job... god damn.
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Sounds like your over examining things. Maybe you should introduce your boyfriend to your friend to relieve some tension.
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I know exactly how you feel about needing to be the best. I have always been known as being an over achiever. My hubby's best friend is a girl and sometimes i don't quite understand it, but he's doing no harm.... tomorrow is another day and hopefully will be better... luv ya
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kind of hard to introduce him... he's in Iraq... so I can't win.
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I have been here before, a long long time ago and now I am back.Forgive me for not just saying what I want to say,even under a triple dose of antidepressants it is still raw and seeping and I am hesitant at revealing it as at least under the bandages around my heart I don,t have to look at how raw and wounded.My child was cleaved from my heart by his own actions. my child of ten,turning eleven...
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theatre and I are there already. I'm having a very berry tea with crackers, cheese and cherry tomatoes and she's having a joint with some beer and we're both on really comfy recliners on thick pile carpet. we need some help with the decor if anyone is around??
