It's started again! I feel just like I did before I took any meds! So what's the use of taking meds that could damage your internal organs when the meds are not even working?! My husband knows me so well, he was able to just look at me and be able to tell that something just wasn't right about me! I hate feeling like this! I want to feel normal, that's all. I don't even know what that feels like! There's gotta be some help of some kind! And why have I started aching in various places when all this started? What's with that? I feel like someone's been beating on me. And all this just had to happen right on my husband's birthday too! :( I just feel awful. I haven't been able to do anything around the house today, so it looks like complete crap. I'm such a failure at everything I do. Meds don't even work right with me! I really want to go to bed and sleep for a while. I feel like everything would be much better if I got some sleep. I know it wouldn't, but still.....
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