Bipolar Disorder Support Group
Bipolar disorder is not just a single disorder, but a category of mood disorders marked by periods of abnormally high energy and euphoria, often accompanied by bouts of clinical depression. This is the place to talk about your experience with bipolar disorder, learn from others' experiences, and find support.
I just turned my brain into mush by taking some oxycodone and drink a few cans of beer. It seems to be doing the trick. Obviously it hasnt made me happy but I have been subdued to a zombie state. I feel too tired at this point to damage or destroy myself. At least I have slowed the process down a bit.
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yeah, sometimes zombie is preferable x
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why would you do that to yourself?
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it is a bad action for a bad idea. I think that it was my only real option.
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I skipped my meds today so I wouldn't have to sleep, bad idea
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I am tired of having to take medicine to sleep.
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yeah this can be a hard illness to combat. I used to self medicate for years. Now I am in a 12 step program and it is really working. I feel for you just do the best you can but talk to your doctor about this maybe he can adjust your meds.
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theatre and I are there already. I'm having a very berry tea with crackers, cheese and cherry tomatoes and she's having a joint with some beer and we're both on really comfy recliners on thick pile carpet. we need some help with the decor if anyone is around??
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I'm trying to exercise daily. I was doing fairly well until I sprained my ankle 2 weeks ago but now I'm getting back on the horse. Today I walked over a mile with my arm weights that are about 22lbs total. I was out of shape and it was hard on my arms. I also did my 30 situps. I'm also going to drink a lot of water and try to eat healthy. I do tend to have a sweet tooth but I'm cutting...
