Bipolar Disorder Support Group
Bipolar disorder is not just a single disorder, but a category of mood disorders marked by periods of abnormally high energy and euphoria, often accompanied by bouts of clinical depression. This is the place to talk about your experience with bipolar disorder, learn from others' experiences, and find support.
Ok In my opinion Im not Off the top but I am discovering my self... I just HAVE to share... Stop reading if you dont want to know who I think I am finding... ANY opinion will be read and thought about some taken to heart. I know some post will be positive some negative... sone telling me to go to my journal... but I am so excited I just want to share... so share I will
I have been in ONE (yes one) mood for a whole 2 weeks. Some maybe thinking ok.... and??? well I have rapid cycled for 20 (yes TWENTY) years. I HAVE/HAD no clue who I was past pain induced depression and FMS and bouncing all over the place emotionally. Befor a few days ago I couldnt even tell you nice things about me... I couldnt define characteristics about my self. Well maybe I am a bit hypo-manic... I realize this is possible... but still *2* whole weeks... I want to shout from the top of the highest building I could find. I can live with this hypomania... I could live with me if this is ME!!! Either way at least for now its good to be me.
I have found a person that is Funny, whitty, thoughtful, thought provoking, spontanious, nice to be around, not defined by pain, laughter fills my soul. I am a better Mother and Wife. I am not my illness and I am finding new peices of me everyday.
I still have anxiety, a tad of irritability (but PMS is around the corner I am a woman after all) I still dont have all the energy I need to clean right. I take a crap load of pills but I take them so willingly as I fear the old me. I know in time I will have relapses I am not cured but at least I am finding out who I am more and more every day.
Ok rant over ;p
Huggles
Buggie
I have been in ONE (yes one) mood for a whole 2 weeks. Some maybe thinking ok.... and??? well I have rapid cycled for 20 (yes TWENTY) years. I HAVE/HAD no clue who I was past pain induced depression and FMS and bouncing all over the place emotionally. Befor a few days ago I couldnt even tell you nice things about me... I couldnt define characteristics about my self. Well maybe I am a bit hypo-manic... I realize this is possible... but still *2* whole weeks... I want to shout from the top of the highest building I could find. I can live with this hypomania... I could live with me if this is ME!!! Either way at least for now its good to be me.
I have found a person that is Funny, whitty, thoughtful, thought provoking, spontanious, nice to be around, not defined by pain, laughter fills my soul. I am a better Mother and Wife. I am not my illness and I am finding new peices of me everyday.
I still have anxiety, a tad of irritability (but PMS is around the corner I am a woman after all) I still dont have all the energy I need to clean right. I take a crap load of pills but I take them so willingly as I fear the old me. I know in time I will have relapses I am not cured but at least I am finding out who I am more and more every day.
Ok rant over ;p
Huggles
Buggie
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I have been here before, a long long time ago and now I am back.Forgive me for not just saying what I want to say,even under a triple dose of antidepressants it is still raw and seeping and I am hesitant at revealing it as at least under the bandages around my heart I don,t have to look at how raw and wounded.My child was cleaved from my heart by his own actions. my child of ten,turning eleven...
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theatre and I are there already. I'm having a very berry tea with crackers, cheese and cherry tomatoes and she's having a joint with some beer and we're both on really comfy recliners on thick pile carpet. we need some help with the decor if anyone is around??
Wow, that sounds awesome! Good for you! I'd LOVE to be consistent for 2 weeks, hypomanic beats the hell out of depressed or flat out manic. I'm lucky to get 2 or 3 good days in a row. Hey, if it's pleasant, roll with it! Congrats :)