I have been reflecting on my manic episodes over the past 7 years and observed that each one my behavior is more and more childlike. They say that each episode will get worse and worse. Is that because we have less and less control? Like children? Is is regression? A series of regression. A bizzare time travel. Recently I went manic breifly and felt paralized and literally could not talk. Is that the final stage of this madness called bipolar? I wonder. Is the cure to bipolar to keep having these episodes until you are done? Or do they go on forever? I want to know.
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