I know for a fact that this can be a symptom of bp. When I get really depressed and/or manic I begin to think of quitting my job and/or leaving my DH. When I'm depressed its because I blame them for my sadness. When I'm manic its because they aren't exciting enough. My problem is this - how do I tell if there really *is* something wrong and its not just my mood swings. I've been having mood swings lately but they're not severe. Nevertheless, I've had a strong desire to continue communication with an ex-boyfriend who contacted me recently. I am discontent with my marriage. I see my DH very rarely (I work days and he works nights). Whenever I bring this up he just says that its always been that way and I knew his work schedule when we moved in together. He seems interested primarily in my relatively high income and sex rather than an emotional bond. I can't get in to see tdoc until March 10th. I know from experience that feeling emotionally neglected sets a person up for an affair. I'm at a loss as to how to correct the situation. DH cannot change his work schedule (he's self-employed) and we have almost no common interests. When he does have time off work he usually does some sort of hobby or spends time with his friends. Anyhow, I'll quit rambling now. Just needed to vent a little...
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