maybe this is something that only i do, i dont know but i cant stand it if someone is mad at me. i dont know if its because so many people have had to deal with stuff from me having this illness. i think that everyone deserves for me to just chill and let them do whatever makes them happy. i will sacrifice my happiness for others, not just my family, even if they dont deserve it. if someone is mad at me, i cant stop thinking about it. it becomes an obsession until i have worked it out. i dont really know why i am so paranoid about what other people feel. i guess i think that if everybody just gets along then life will be easier on all of us. does anyone else do this? i would really like to stop it and worry about what makes ME happy but i dont know how.
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