I CONFESS I QUIT TAKING ALL OF THEM TIRED OF THE YO YO ING..... WHAT I WAS ON QUIT WORKIN...BEEN ON THM FOR A YR. MAYBE I JUST GOT USE TO THEM DONT KNOW...HAVIN TROUBLE....BEEN QUITE TOOOO QUITE..LIKE A VOLCANO WAITNG TO ERUPT...FELT THE DEPRESSION COMING ON BEFORE I QUIT TAKIN MEDS... SCARY TIME 4 ME RIGHT NOW...29TH NEXT WK WILL B A YR OF MY SUICIDE ATTEMPT...I FEEL MY BEING IS A VOID TO THIS DAY FROM THERE ON...LIKE BEIN IN A DEEP WELL AND I KEEP SLIDING BACK INTO IT..AFRAID TO OPEN UP TO ALMOST EVERYONE, FOR BEING THROWN BACK INTO THE HOSPITAL..I JUST WANT OUT AND OFF THE NOT SO MERRY GO ROUND....EMOTIONS R ALL F--UP AND REALLY DONT KNOW WHAT I AM FEELIN NOW...
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