I find myself hating the medication i take, i feel its taking away form the real me. i miss my highs so much. in the last five years in milatry without meds i operated alright(i'm probably lie to myself about that). i hate feeling this so called normal. i want my highs so bad. i'm starting to skip my meds to seek the only happiness i have ever know.
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