I lost my best friend and her daughter 2 yrs ago today. I can't stop the tears. I cant face my own children today.I don't want them to see me like this. It took months for them to really believe that I wouldn't die everytime I got in my van. That I would come home to them. They had nightmares for months. That was when my son then 6 yrs old, had his first major manic episode. I miss my soul sister so much. Please help me get thru this day.
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