What does it mean when this happens or what does it tell me bout the state i am in, I am an all or noting person I'm either obcessed with something or have no interest at all, Like music for example, sometimes i will play my guitar for hours on end put it down and pick it up aging in a few minutes, other times like now I just realized i haven't touched it in like three months, and i do that with everything, even ppl there are times when i call a familly member several times a day and then go for weeks without talking to any of them. Still putting the pieces together here.
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