So first off i want to say that i'm not even sure this is where i should share whats going on for me. Maybe it's more of a "Breakups & Divorce" issue? All i know is i've had a really horrible night, and i'm looking for some kind of understanding and i guess support. Basically i believe my ex fiance is bipolar and very ill. I have seen him go through too many manic and depressive stages that i can't deny it any longer. Anyway..i could go on about all this, and how it's effected me, but what i wanted to say is that i'm in a lot of pain. I found out that he's got a personals ad online. It was only a week ago that we official ended things. So to find this ad of his was pretty sickening. I wrote more about it in my journal tonight, and explain how confusing this all is to me. I mean part of me knows this isn't him, but the other part is so tired of being hurt. Is it typical for someone with bipolar to be on again off again with someone? For one minute to say they'll die without you, the next they can't speak to you?
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