I am feeling the Bipolar lonilness, which then leads to emptyness, which then inturns turns to meanlyness and shortly there after comes the feelings of hopelessness and before lone the suicide thoughts come. I don't know whats wrong with me, I was doing good, and then I got tired or lazy I don't know which, I don't want to work my treatment plan its to much stuggle to go from day to day, knowing that if I don't work it: it want work, I get angry, because in my mind normal people just get up from day to day and go about life. They don't have to plan it around treatment plans. its as if we have to will ourselves to have a good day, then we have to work at it to make it happen. The old saying " shit happeneds" must have been talking about people with Bipolar, because theres not hardly a day that goes by that I don't feel this away. I'm sorry I'm just feeling sorry for myself.
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