Do any of you guys feel like in alot of ways you are still a child, I mean childlike....maybe even sometimes childish, but mostly child-like. I know there is all this talk these days about nurturing the "inner child" but i feel like my "inner child" is so alive, I'm like a wild stallian without any reigns...or alone in the ocean on a little dingy being blown around by a wild wind...I don't know, I have just always struggled with feeling so deeply, and being affected sooo much by this world, and often I am so crazily impulsive, like a little child without a caring adult to hold my hand and kindly pull me back and keep me safe from myself....and others...I think when I am faithfully on my medicine, I am so much more safer, and I am so much more stable, and I even feel more like a "grown up", or adult, which I am.
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