in the hospital the dr bumped up my lithium from 900-1350. He regularly asked me if I was experiencing any side effects but I didn’t notice the tremors till yesterday. Then today I was loom knitting and the tremors are really noticeable. My needle is not hitting its target as quick as it should.
I’m so not okay. Mon and Tues were not so bad. But today I am really down. Made it to the pool. Splashed around a bit. Did a few exuberant jumps for my inner child. Joy just happens in the pool. Even on the worst days. Not always. But today. The water is blue and when I’m floating, I don’t feel so heavy.Would like to marry a mermaid and be even. In the ocean. With the fish.
Hospice is going to my grandparents home tomorrow for my Nana. Her cancer is spreading and chemo will stop. I don’t know how much longer she will be with us. Mom and I are going over tomorrow. Mom is a nurse aid and she has questions to ask hospice. I am going for moral support and because I want to visit them anyway. It’s getting real