Its usually when I don't eat before bed with my pills so I can try and prevent it, but like today, its just barf day. I can tell the difference between being sick and being lithium sick but the only person I can work with is my sister because she doesn't ask why I'm like "pull over" and I get sick and its over. I guess its worth the benefits but it can be humiliating with too many questions if someone catches me.I don't like to lie. It steers me clear of dating and being very social. I just wonder if anyone else has this issue and if it seems worth it. I've puked more in the last 2 years than I have my entire life. Its like I'm a drunkie again.
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