Should I let him go? my husband. He stays because of the kids. But I bring him down. He is warped in my hell. He is so miserable because of me. I know he would be happier without me. He is so mean to the kids sometimes and I think its because of me. He is stressed out by my fucked up life and he takes it out on the kids. I'm ruining his life. should I let him go? leave him so he can move on? find a normal woman who would treat him right and actually love him? I'm ruining his life and the life of my kids because this kind of bullshit always happens and I seem unable to control it. So is it really worth it?? Worth it to live for those maybe 3 good months out of the year? get maybe three normal months where you feel good, where you are good, where your a good mommmy just to be living in misery once again? I spend most of the year miserable and fucked up. So what is the point?? I will never have a normal life.
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