My famliy told me that I was to hard to live with and they would ralther not be around me when I am in this mood and my hubby went in his room and my son (3yrs) wents in his room and watched a show. As per Jason instructions. He told Josh to say way untill mom is better. Well I felt so alone and unloved. I was crabby.. But all I wanted is someone to wrap ther arms around me and say they loved me. instead I got told I am nuts and we are all going to hide. So I started to sob so bad I put on my shoes and went in hubby room and told him how much to feed the dog I am watching for the landlady then he was interested.. I said I am going for a walk and you know my MS is acting up so not sure I will make it back. Oh now we care. Didn't care if it is mental but physical now we care. IT was both. I hate my life right now!!!
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