I have never been around other bi-polars so finding this site today has been an eye-opening experience. My illness came on me very suddenly and the first meds that I tried, worked. Unfortunately, I could not get it through my thick head for another 10 years that I had to take those meds. And so, a lot of unnecessary pain and suffering for me and my family. I know now that I have to take those meds. I think I should have lurked around awhile before posting to this forum. I worry that in some of my posts today, I may have offended some people. I would hate to do that. I am aware that some people never find the right med. And coping with the nightmare extremes becomes the center of the battle. I tend to be serious minded. That sux sometimes. I would do well to lighten up. If I have offended you today, please accept my heartfelt apology. I certainly did not mean to do that.
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