I feel in love, totally in love with this this young lady. We spent 10 hours a day on the phone talking about how much we were in love with each other. We had phone sex, talked about how much we couldn't or wouldn't went to live without each other. Then I found out I wasn't the only one she was doing this to. I decided to kill myself this morning. She wrote me that If I was killing myself she was too. She told me that she already took more then enough pills to do the job and it was only a matter of minutes before she would be dead..... Well the 6o xanax I took didn't do the job (yet) and I just woke up. I decided to check the site before I try again,and what do I see..... a BIG smiley face,and a bunch of new pictures on kaykays page..... Well again the liar is at it again...... She even has my daughters phone number in case of a emergency....I see my dieing wasn't even a concern enough for her to make a call to my daughter........ Krystol Kay Schmidt i hope you rot in hell.
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