The past few days have been hell for me. It seems like people just live to make other people upset. I have no idea how I keep finding the strength to go on but for some reason I do. I feel so alone and sad. My lows seem to be getting worse and it scares me. I fake a smile for my family to stop them from worrying but I don't know how much longer I can do that. I was living with two roommates and one of them went through my purse and found my medication. She must have looked it up online cause she told me that she new that I was bipolar and that people like me need to be locked up. She then told me to move out cause I was crazy.. I never even did anything wrong. For the first time I am saying that and I mean it. The worst part is she is a teacher and my other roommate is a consuler. Its sad to see that people like that are teaching children.. So needless to say I have started to move back home and am fighting with them to give me my last month and security back. Just wish things will get better.
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